Endless circles

Sometimes you just can't stop giving, because the one didn't take what you gave. He would say he can't take, but he will never let you know the truth is he doesn't want to take. He would give you any kind of beautiful reasons and lies, and you always pretend to believe. So you can't end the game, just play "give and take" all the time and then you live in the unreal world and pretend to be happy. It's the endless circle.
That's why you always pose weirdly in your little space with cigarettes, tears and puzzlers. You are the one who make yourself get into scrapes and can't get rid of the circle.
The rainbow has disappeared...the past will be left behind...the new one will come into your life...
Just terminate the circle or just the same?