Endless circles

Sometimes you just can't stop giving, because the one didn't take what you gave. He would say he can't take, but he will never let you know the truth is he doesn't want to take. He would give you any kind of beautiful reasons and lies, and you always pretend to believe. So you can't end the game, just play "give and take" all the time and then you live in the unreal world and pretend to be happy. It's the endless circle.
That's why you always pose weirdly in your little space with cigarettes, tears and puzzlers. You are the one who make yourself get into scrapes and can't get rid of the circle.
The rainbow has disappeared...the past will be left behind...the new one will come into your life...
Just terminate the circle or just the same?

Airy words

I play Maximilian Hecker's album after seeing some words from the familiar strangers and then I fall in... just like you are around me. Feel the peace you gave me, recall the warm moment in your arms, see the beauty flying in the air, dream your smile face jump at me, realize the fearful shock in my body, experience the gentle touches on your lips, stare into the silence in your eyes, smell your smell near by me, wipe the tears on my cheek, comfort my broken heart by the painful truth and become a helpless and immature child, but do you miss my face? I can't understand the complicated feeling inside of myself. Is the prayer helpful? Can my dream come true? Will there be someone who can save me, pull me out of the terrible memories? I would rather forget you than hate you. When I realize it and acknowledge my weakness, i can only cry again with Hecker's voice, without you here.