Airy words

I play Maximilian Hecker's album after seeing some words from the familiar strangers and then I fall in... just like you are around me. Feel the peace you gave me, recall the warm moment in your arms, see the beauty flying in the air, dream your smile face jump at me, realize the fearful shock in my body, experience the gentle touches on your lips, stare into the silence in your eyes, smell your smell near by me, wipe the tears on my cheek, comfort my broken heart by the painful truth and become a helpless and immature child, but do you miss my face? I can't understand the complicated feeling inside of myself. Is the prayer helpful? Can my dream come true? Will there be someone who can save me, pull me out of the terrible memories? I would rather forget you than hate you. When I realize it and acknowledge my weakness, i can only cry again with Hecker's voice, without you here.